My heart has a mind of its own. it surprises me in so many ways.. sometimes i get caught aghast by its stupidity and genius. But right now, it has stopped beating. My heart is tired and needs to rest for a while.
Watashi no namae wa gureisu desu
They are your ex for a reason. You tried to doubleback but the end result was the same so you know that now for the future. Rejection is tough. It’s very hurtful. You can’t see other guys/girls right now with an open heart because yours isn’t ready to be open yet. It has to heal. The hole you are in is because you just haven’t sorted your emotions out yet. So please try to think out of your head now and not out of your heart. Things will start to make sense and then you will start to crawl out of your hole. This guy/girl probably did love you but something happened and everything has changed. There must have been warning signs along the way. You need to think about what they were so you can watch for them next time. You’re scared of love because you are scared of getting hurt again. Who isn’t? Love is a risky business. You risk getting loved, giving love and losing love. How we learn to deal with the emotions that come with it is the key. You will get strong again. You will heal and be ready again in the near future. I know because I have been there.
